When the lights go out…

It’s nighttime, the kids are in bed; Hubby’s asleep but will probably say he was resting his eyes once he wakes up. You’re all alone, just you and Jesus. Who are you now? I ask myself this periodically, to see if I’m still aware of me. Lately, I recognized that I’ve simply been reacting toContinue reading “When the lights go out…”

The truth about transition.

The world around us is constantly changing, our lives are no exception. Let’s talk about transition, we all go through it! Meaning: a change from one form or type to another, or the process by which this happens: (dictionary.cambridge.org) the process or a period of changing from one state or condition to another. (google search)Continue reading “The truth about transition.”

In case you need a reminder! 

We are liberated from fear, we are destined to conquer mountains that have stifled our ancestors. We are powerful beyond our own understanding and lovely beyond our own perception. The very thought of us, pushed God into action to create that masterpiece you are for the purpose HE pre-established. You are a light that directsContinue reading “In case you need a reminder! “

Wednesday wondering…

This morning, I woke up with my thoughts bouncing all over the place. My mind races from the state of the church, what God has to say to me personally, to Adele and then back. Our minds are strange this way, we somehow build connections and references without ever acknowledging it. Are we so caughtContinue reading “Wednesday wondering…”

You don’t get to be ordinary… 

I got tired of praying and fasting. It felt like it didn’t make sense, like nothing was changing, and I found myself slacking off. Each time, a situation arose and it was necessary for me to intercede on someone’s behalf. Funny right? I bargained with God because I just wanted to chill, to not haveContinue reading “You don’t get to be ordinary… “

Letter to the single mom… 

Dear beautiful, After having my daughter, I felt like I didn’t deserve God’s grace because of what I’d done. My virginity was this treasure I kept; it set me apart and made me special now it was gone. I felt worthless and finished.  The open shame of my secret sin and the public evidence ofContinue reading “Letter to the single mom… “

Pt. 2 – Swallowing the pills of the past… 

It was a bitter pill to swallow, the inward denial and subsequent suppression of my true feelings numbed me completely. I was not only numbed from feeling pain, but from experiencing anything that was deemed unsafe – that included receiving love that in my adolescent estimation; I did not deserve.  After there was nowhere toContinue reading “Pt. 2 – Swallowing the pills of the past… “